I have had a rant/ramble brewing in my head for days, and really this might take me awhile to write, so as I start this I warn you this is my pure opinion on perhaps as much as life and existence  or nothing depending how crazy you think I am.  Right now I'm just making it through day after day, enjoying life as much as I can having no money and staying home all the time. But enough about me, Now my opinions.

Now I believe in many things and because of my beliefs I don't fit in many different churches or clubs, the base idea is I believe in most everything,I believe that there could be an all powerful being, but more so I believe in ascended masters. It's also through the idea of reincarnation. You keep living until you get it right. I may be more enlightened than most for my beliefs it's the idea of simple common sense at times like the rules to live by like no war Or more that don't kill your own species since we are creatures of reason.  I also believe in the idea of many gods or guides or spirits, creatures that are enlightened and live happily with not body, just a perfect energy being. You might ask why I keep using the word energy, but that's what I see it as, and I don't actually see anything. Beyond a few odd body tricks I can do while meditating very quickly I can control giving myself goose bumps. Might sound stupid but when I focus and push energy through my body it happens.

Now what I hate, why if god gave us this perfect planet to live on why do we insist on destroying it the native Americans and others  that still existing outside of modern society they believe mostly that the spirits are in everything around you and what lives you take to eat they would leave some for the other animals, or spirits disguised as animals as an offering to the spirits for granting the wish of providing for them. The raven, coyote, bears and wolves all animals that not only did they honor and emulate they sought guidance from them as if they were the spirits themselves walking around.   There are more good sides to religion than bad this is true, you meet people in a proper social setting much like the world has done for years, this is where many couples met before the bar scene wasn't just males only full of drunks and high people. Pot wasn't outlawed till I 1937 and once the native Americans shared tobacco and pot with the settlers it spread to the old countries quickly. Native Americans were the first to smoke. It's also good to follow the commandments the ideas behind them are to me just common sense.  Natives also live with the earth, not destroy it with machines, they didn't take more from the land then what they needed. Now I'm not holding Christianity as a violent group at least that's not what it's supposed to do Islamic religion is just like Christianity they just added another book, Mormons did the same thing, and so did Christians they made the New Testament where as the Jewish religion only believes in the Old Testament, And to those who worship the earth mother I applaud you because we all live on earth the entire environment is setup for us to live off what the earth provides. 

This world is made of energy, that's it everything is moving, vibrating nothing is solid, if you could move fast enough you could pass through a door, because the door is made of the same things that air is and you walk through walls of air just fine. You can call them atoms or go further to the neutrons and protons the are still always moving you learn this in science class. Energy can be manipulated and controlled by many different things, I'm not going to go over kinetic energy or other kinds by movement and force, because you should know about that already and be aware of those forces in your life if nothing else then the day you slip and fall and you realize you a seemingly solid object held together by what? And falling on another seemingly solid object. my idea is more controlling energy with ones mind, a type of magic(k) perhaps. I'm not saying I know magic(k) I don't really sit and do spells or anything. I clear my mind often because it's needed for me because my thoughts drift so easily. That and an anger problem. It's very relaxing to let basically life flow through you.

 I know you did you just never made that kind of connection because they won't teach something that will draw people away from they're bible, I am Not saying the bible is wrong. I do not know if these events happened. But I do know the translation of the bible people read now wasn't put forward by the church it was edited to help king James control his subjects. 

Sorry I know at this point if your still reading I sound crazy or you just hate me for pointing out something about your religion that I do not understand, the book. We could all live in a house calling your own house a house of god you don't need to pay a church anymore, therapists are more normal now than a confession of sins, I see these two things as the same. If you believe in god keep him in your house. Now do you believe in heaven and hell? You will probably go to one if you do. If you worship a deity they will probably grant you an immortal afterlife that is what you invision. That's me saying that you won't reincarnate if you don't believe it even though I think someone would be happier living life over And over till it's perfect for you, you live with your soul mate you were happy and connected to others through happiness and kindness and giving.

If you have made it this far I'm happy for you, because you put up with my scattered mind. I'm always going in many directions at once.