omg its a snake

Birthday came and went, I think I slept through it. a cake was made for me, and then passed by, this weekend went out with a friend and watched one of the bands he plays in. got sick somehow so did he, he drank a lot more than I did, only having one drink myself. and that leads me to today really slept some, been awake some and now I am just kinda around. I whittled a little bit finished this snake thing that would work to go in women's hair, and I'm working on one thing to be sorta a button to replace the one my dog chewed off.

now I think I will sit and watch the girl with the dragon tattoo, Swedish verson then the rest of the movies all on netflix.

well its the 22nd, tomorrow, monday will be my 27th birthday. what a waste this year has been for me. and ive lost a lot from that I had last year, and it doesn't feel like a year has gone by and it doesn't feel like my pain has lessened all that much. I know I have changed some from this experience I know, more that to the medication than to the pain I think but without the pain I wouldn't have gotten the medication... friend arrives at the begining of august. I tried going back to my old job asking if they needed me back, and never got a call. I really didnt want to go back there.but I do need money, now I have that van but no money to go out at all. more later I suppose

I have to remember to myself that I didnt just create this blog for rebuilding a camper, im actually trying  sell it slightly now, and my car, and a few other things I have, I want to have a yard sell soon. my big news today was that my friend came that will be traveling with me and dropped off the van so yay transportation! now possible job search?  I havent written in a few days, I havent done much, trying to get up to court house to get a ticket settled, trying to get around to different places for things setting up with food services lots of things to do before the travel happens, and still I try to just stay non stressed  so I have some toys, devil sticks, chinese yoyo thing, juggling balls I still need to learn properly to juggle. and my contact juggling which I know well how to do.  ive also been whittling over this time, messing with paracord, an some hemp heres some pictures of all that.