Sunday, April 20, 2014

I called out of work again, second day in a row I dislike the place so much I dislike being the first one to start helping at working the first to start making food and tonight I was suppose to be a driver, I knew though that's not how it would end up, I would get stuck making pizzas over and over again while Scott takes his smoke breaks. My debate continues if I should quit, I know work stresses me mentally more than anything because I take everyone's feelings in account but I have to ignore it in my mind. I am nearly 29 years old and I work at a dominos again. I shouldn't have gone back, I'm not happy working there, and these are times I wish I had someone to turn to for proper advice.i know a lot of people put up with jobs they don't like, but I haven't even moved up I've been demoted in the company working as I am, working as either a driver getting only 6.55 an hour or 7.25 as an insider. What is there for me to do, I feel trapped working there, I feel trapped in this house now too and sad enough I just want to just stay here and not do anything and that's probably the worse choice I can make. I think about going back to school but every time I try I just give up thinking I'm not smart enough or that my anger will stop me from getting the job or doing the job properly and it's because of how mad I get at work that I don't want to go back. I've told my boss I want to quit, I don't want to be relied upon and every time I say something it doesn't sink in or he just forgets. 

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