It's been two months? I'm amused when I go back and read these posts to see how much time has gone by and how much my feelings have changed or not, it gives me more of a plan with my own mind. I wonder how long I've been debating quitting dominos since being back p, and with this journal basicly I can look back when I got the job and how long I've been feeling bad having the job, and I know I have for at least two months. How long I go nuts being on one medication to the next. I've been on invega for a few months now and it's been better but work hasn't, and my leg hasn't gotten better either. I've gone through this constant pain for over a month now. Over two months I think I haven't really been recording the pain and I've been taking so many pain killers and shit. It's been harder for me to get pot or other with me not working as much, I had been closing more and just making more money but the more people quit and got fired, it's gotten worse at work, having to stand up more and still me just sitting more and not working out just from the pain in my leg there's nothing visibly wrong it just is a constant pain. They changed my therapist at the behavioral healthcare lace cause the guy I had been seeing quit or was fired, who knows. And my psychiatrist lost his office. He is a part time guy there, it must be nice to only have to listen to other people bitch as a job.

I need to find something else to do with my life, I need to quit dominos, I gain nothing but frustration working there, I'm getting worse and worse managing money,gas prices are going up and I'm still having to deliver which i never wanted to do and I'm having to deal with delivering cause I need the money to even get back and forth to work. And that tears up my basicly new car. I know it's an easy job but it effects me badly, physically standing there holding going to the bathroom like I have to do or just getting as aggravated as I do dealing with the people.