Therianthropy a part of me I never talk about and something I used to allow so openly to exist now as I live on medications caging a part of me. I still sence things still feel  edgey all the time and it's not going out in the wild the woods that I love that is possibly having me so depressed. I enjoyed living in the woods working the renn fair living free in fresh air. It's a life I miss every time I leave it. I still don't know completely what will curb my spirit but I need to find it.